Bowl of Cherries :D

Three words...3 words spoken, and for me it bears a lot of meaning. And for me, once spoken, it seems to be the "point of no return".

I love you ---- if these words are to be spoken, you have to walk the talk.

Because if not, ultimately, they're just words.

Hope that you show that you do love me, because those are just words.

I don't know how to respond to it because, I don't know if I could walk the talk ...

so maybe I will just show it not in words.

I'm still not sure if I love him...however, if I really do, I will show it in words.

I've been seeing him for almost a year, and last night, unexpectedly, he said those 3 words, for the first time.

This is not meant to be a mushy post. But I have a feeling it will be. Sorry to make you gag.

We had some problems the past week , and to be frank, I almost gave up, there was a point where I had nothing but pain and I realized that I do not want to harbor those feelings. I came close to giving up and moving on.

We talked it over and one of his sentences stuck with me. He said he's upfront and what I see is what he really is. I admitted I've had my shortcomings but I called him on his behaviour . Anyway, I had to smile when he said " I'm not always a bowl of cherries....you were ready to fold up on me just like that..." I said it takes bothways to make this work. And to date, we both haven't given up. And strangely, I was feeling this quiet surge, but I do not want to jump into conclusions prematurely...maybe I do love the guy. I care so much about him. I think he's incredible. And I'm hopelessly attracted to him.