Unsalvageable wreck?

I've had a falling out with a few very close friends. I don't want to write about why, all I know is it's just too bad how things turn out.

The event caused me to shut them out, to turn them away. Pride had reared its ugly head and I was so into myself I forgot what a wonderful friendship we have. I've been horrible to them, I've been an asshole. I wouldn't want myself as my friend, that's how bad it is.

I'm walking through the wreckage - a self-created one. I think this would have been prevented, had I talked to them about it. This event left me so hurt and got me to think that I wasn't wanted as a friend so I decided to stay away. Maybe I was wrong about it. Either way, I'm saddened about it. I wish them the best. I haven't been so nice to them and therefore everything that I'm getting is something that I deserve.

I wish them the best. I hope I'll move past this and not be so hung up on stupid things. Life's too short, right?